A strange dream, not entirely realistic but interesting to me because it had a story line:
Me and some friends road on top of a slow moving training that snaked peacefully through a beautiful parklike country side of low grass and tall willowy trees with white trunks. At some point, I and a few others jumped off and lost track of the train. We were walking along looking for the train when suddenly something grabbed us from behind and plucked us into the air. Seconds later, we were dangling 3 stories high in the air near one of the trees, completely bewildered and confused.
We began to debate what had happened. My friends had some ideas about maybe it was UFOs. My argument was that it had to be that one of the trees that had grabbed us, but the others thought this was ridiculous.
"But how then are we still dangling now without falling unless the tree is grabbing us?" I asked. They had no answer.
Eventually we were put down and scurried on our way, still not in agreement about what had happened but in a hurry to get away from whatever it was. After a while of continued wandering, I began to inspect the trees and noticed many of them had a double trunk on the bottom, almost as if they had legs. The more I looked at them, the more lifelike they seemed. Then I spied a tree that looked like a humanoid, with two long trunk legs, two arm like large branched and an upright branch at the top where the head would have been. It's bark was white and peeling and it had few leaves or side branches, just a few twigs. It stood in a stooped crouched position and when it realized I was staring, it loped away from sight before I could point it out to the others. Now I felt confident the trees were alive and animate but since they had not really hurt us previously, although I was wary of them, I did not feel great fear. We continued on and found our way back home to civilization which is where the next part of the story begins.
In this part, I was working together with a super hero type person to defeat an evil villain. I have no name for the super hero so I will for the sake of the story call him Superman. The villain had been thus far kicking our butt. Superman was not strong enough. I and a few others who knew Superman had been working with him to defeat the villain using various strategies but none had worked and we were in dire straights. Eventually, the villain had found my house when I wasn't home and had destroyed the inside, breaking apart much of my furniture. We then quickly moved to rented place and continued on.
Soon after, I went off to work on the villain project and when I came home, the new place also was also broken up inside. Now I was really scared. How did the villain find my hideout so quickly when I had gone through such pains to keep it hidden? If he could do that, there was no place for us to hide. We knew the villain would be back any minute and so Superman and I and a few cohorts prepared a last stand against him.
When he came, he quickly defeated Superman and as Superman lay unconscious, we feared for our lives and all humanity. He could easily kills us at any second, but then I began the last ditch backup plan. As the villain stood outside the house in a location I had planned in advance, hidden machines around him zapped him from all directions and split him into 8 different individuals.
At this time, I recalled back to the creation of the villain. It was time for the back story. It had all started with the animate trees back in the park. Scientists had studied them and were able to extract the spark of life from one of the trees. The spark was then isolated and the end result was a terrible powerful creature that had become the villain. Now I had no way of destroying the villain's spark of life but I could split him into parts, although with little idea of the outcome other than that his power would also be split into parts.
After the zapping, I watched as 8 young boys with dark hair now stood where the villain once had been. They were all dressed similarly in dark clothes and looked to be about 8 or 10 years old. Their personalities seemed much changed from the villain and 6 of them immediately moved away in different directions and soon were out of sight. Two stayed for a short while, one slightly taller and appearing older than the other and the taller one, did all the talking. Curious but nervous, I approached and spoke with him. I asked him how he was and what his plans were. I knew I was taking a great risk because even at only 1/8 of his original power, he could easily destroy me. Superman also still lay unconscious and vulnerable. The taller boy acted as if I were a stranger and said, "We will need this lantern," and also indicated a need for a few other utilitarian items and so took them without asking. I did not argue. He seemed to speak more towards his younger cohort than me. Then they also left the area and disappeared into the world. I hoped that they would not cause trouble but if some of them did, once Superman recovered, he would at least be able to handle them one at a time now with their power thus split.
After the commotion, the police had arrived and were inspecting the damage to the inside of my home, trying to figure out what had happened. During the fight, the house had been further devastated and everything was broken, scattered, and strewn. Me and my cohorts needed to make an excuse to get inside and recover the body of Superman which was under a guise so that regular people could not see him. The police let us in hoping to get some clues from us about what had happened but we gave only vague answers that were not useful. Once in, some of us distracted the police while others of us got Superman's body. Superman would recover. It was a partial victory for us but we did not know what kinds of creatures the 8 children would become or what the future would hold. We could only hope that the future would be brighter.
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Friday, January 17, 2014
Sunday, August 5, 2012
His Name was Air Ice
I was somewhere on the side of a hill in a dry desert chaparral area when I saw a large dust devil or small tornado. I became fascinated. Logically, I knew it was big enough to be potentially dangerous, but I approached anyway, slowly and cautiously. As I approached, the spinning action seemed to intensify until it really did look like a small but intense tornado, maybe 3 feet across. I felt fear but still I did not run.
After a short while of watching, the tornado straightened and stayed in one place and I continued to stare at it, fascinated, wondering which direction it would lead next. I wanted to investigate it but not actually get run over by it. But how to predict a tornado!
I continued to watch, and as it stayed in one place, very straight and powerful now, I had a strange and illogical feeling that it was actually watching me too! The feeling intensified and eventually I allowed that the tornado might be sentient in some way and it seemed that it was also curious. It had a powerful intensity of watchfulness to it.
Then the tornado disappeared and in its place was a very handsome man. I knew the man was another manifestation of the tornado, but still I could not help but appreciate the appearance of the man. He was about 5'10" white, medium build, well muscled, about 23, with strange fine white medium length (for a man) hair and a relaxed confident air. Except for his hair and extreme handsomeness, he looked very normal. He wore jeans with a leather belt and no shirt, as he stood calmly and observed me. I had the sudden idea that his name was "Air Ice," which seemed a very cool and profound name at the time.
He was very handsome but I knew he was also the tornado and still felt some threat from him. On his side, I felt he wanted to convey to me that he was still a threat and would attack me. I tried to maintain confidence and think of ways to defend myself, although I could think of nothing in particular. Soon his attack came and it was like something was wrapping around my legs. Planning to fight my way out, I looked down and his legs were wrapping around my legs as if they were snakes. I planned to pull them off but Air Ice made it known that his legs were infinitely stretchy and long and could not be defeated. I glared at him and this time I saw that while his body position was still the same, his legs were actually missing as they were instead now attacking me instead of being under him. Only his upper body 'stood' there now looking calmly at me, apparently not need the legs for actual support, but instead just hanging there in midair. I stopped fighting the sinuous legs knowing he spoke the truth, that they could not be fought. For whatever reason, I believed what he said, but at the same time somehow I maintained illogical confidence that I would win anyway, even though I did not know how. I was defiant.
Then his attack stopped, his 'legs' returned to the rest of his body, and the sense of threat from him stopped. We talked as friendly acquaintances a little bit about a few things, but I can't remember what now. But I do not have the feeling it was about anything super exciting. Then he left and as he was walking away, I got the sudden feeling/insight that he was a guide.
Perhaps the main lesson here was to have confidence in your success even if you can't yet see how you will accomplish it.
After a short while of watching, the tornado straightened and stayed in one place and I continued to stare at it, fascinated, wondering which direction it would lead next. I wanted to investigate it but not actually get run over by it. But how to predict a tornado!
I continued to watch, and as it stayed in one place, very straight and powerful now, I had a strange and illogical feeling that it was actually watching me too! The feeling intensified and eventually I allowed that the tornado might be sentient in some way and it seemed that it was also curious. It had a powerful intensity of watchfulness to it.
Then the tornado disappeared and in its place was a very handsome man. I knew the man was another manifestation of the tornado, but still I could not help but appreciate the appearance of the man. He was about 5'10" white, medium build, well muscled, about 23, with strange fine white medium length (for a man) hair and a relaxed confident air. Except for his hair and extreme handsomeness, he looked very normal. He wore jeans with a leather belt and no shirt, as he stood calmly and observed me. I had the sudden idea that his name was "Air Ice," which seemed a very cool and profound name at the time.
He was very handsome but I knew he was also the tornado and still felt some threat from him. On his side, I felt he wanted to convey to me that he was still a threat and would attack me. I tried to maintain confidence and think of ways to defend myself, although I could think of nothing in particular. Soon his attack came and it was like something was wrapping around my legs. Planning to fight my way out, I looked down and his legs were wrapping around my legs as if they were snakes. I planned to pull them off but Air Ice made it known that his legs were infinitely stretchy and long and could not be defeated. I glared at him and this time I saw that while his body position was still the same, his legs were actually missing as they were instead now attacking me instead of being under him. Only his upper body 'stood' there now looking calmly at me, apparently not need the legs for actual support, but instead just hanging there in midair. I stopped fighting the sinuous legs knowing he spoke the truth, that they could not be fought. For whatever reason, I believed what he said, but at the same time somehow I maintained illogical confidence that I would win anyway, even though I did not know how. I was defiant.
Then his attack stopped, his 'legs' returned to the rest of his body, and the sense of threat from him stopped. We talked as friendly acquaintances a little bit about a few things, but I can't remember what now. But I do not have the feeling it was about anything super exciting. Then he left and as he was walking away, I got the sudden feeling/insight that he was a guide.
Perhaps the main lesson here was to have confidence in your success even if you can't yet see how you will accomplish it.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Dream Lover #2
I was asleep on a large bed in a room with other large beds (not where I sleep in waking life). A woman came to me and asked me if she and her boyfriend could share my bed. I said, "Sure, why not?" It seemed like the polite thing to do. She said, "Thank you." I slept for a while. Eventually, I realized I was curled up at the end of the bed, essentially hogging that whole end. I wondered if the others would want to stretch out. If so, they could not while I was taking the whole end. I asked the woman if they wanted to stretch out because if so, I would take one side instead of one end. She said sure. Some time passed and I drifted into another slightly different state of consciousness.
Then I realized there was a hand on my stomach. I knew it was a man's hand, and I liked it, but I could barely feel it. By now, I had forgotten all about any previous exchanges with the woman. I only thought about what was happening right at that second, which seemed sudden and spontaneous to me. And pleasing. But I was not sure how to make the feeling stronger. I wondered if it was my imagination at times. Or a dream. Then I had the sudden idea to just stop questioning if it was real or hoping it was real and just IMAGINE it was real. So I imagined the hand was really there.
Immediately, the man materialized next to me, accompanied by a sort of slurping sound as the image came together, starting with the hand and quickly spreading to the rest of him. I was shocked. It had never happened this way before. No one had ever actually materialized like that before and it was so easy and sudden! I was excited and the man looked excited. He was muscular and good looking and seemed very pleased with himself and me.
He immediately introduced himself by saying cordially, "My name is Derek Miller." My mind was spinning a mile a minute now with questions and excitement. But in the back of my head, I remembered that name. That was the name of a boy I once knew in early childhood. And somehow I knew this guy in front of me was not that guy from my childhood. I figured the one here now must have pulled the name from my memory in order to have some name to give me.
Excitedly, I asked the man in front of, "How do I do that again?" meaning the materialization.
He answered, "All you have to do is miss me less." This confused me as I was not aware of missing anyone, certainly not a man I did not think I knew in the first place. I thought about what happened and how I decided to use my imagination. I did't think I had ever tried that method before and rationalized that maybe when he said "don't miss me," he meant something like assume he was there instead of missing him. Anyway, I felt like I knew enough to do it again, even if I didn't entirely understand his statement.
I leaned forward now so I was on top of him and his legs were around me. I am not sure exactly what we are doing. It was not exactly sex but we seemed to be naked and the feeling was that warm fuzzy nice feeling like sex can give you. Questions flooded my mind and I said, "Oh my god so who are you and why did you come here?"
He answered, "Someone, a lady, told me you had nothing to do."
I asked, "So how did you get here?"
He answered, "It was the dilithium dilithium."
Incrediously, I blurted out "You mean like on STAR TREK?!!!" Now I was getting really suspicious that he was pulling stupid stuff out of my head. Dilithium is a fictitious power source on the Star Trek TV show series. He could't possibly expect me to believe THAT!
But he continued on despite my objections saying, "Something about the dilithium dilithium-When we encountered the dark star crystal, it ran out of something underneath." I could see him concentrating as he was trying to find the words to explain this and he did not appear to take note of my skepticism. His answer came out slowly and I had time to ask one more question as he was still speaking.
I asked him again, "So who are you?" And then I snapped suddenly awake in my waking world bed, laughing and confused. I was excited to finally have a conversation with some kind of apparent entity. But yet his answers seemed far from satisfying and enlightening. But apparently, I learned something. Apparently, in order to speak to these kinds of creatures, they seem to need some help from my end. They seem to need me to believe they are already there in order for me to see them, or at least that is how I interpret it.
I had never tried this before, but had many times wondered why others have reported speaking to guides and I have never been able to do so. Maybe this is why. Because they need a bit of help from my end and I have never before given that help in the form of believing. The entity I spoke with did not seem to be just a mere thoughtform, an empty boring shell of a creature that does not speak and never surprises. This one did surprise and often confuse me. Yet, the answers could easily have all come from my imagination.
I got out of bed and immediately wrote everything down so I would not forget later. And the next day, I did a google on dilithium and found there really is a thing called dilithium and that it is a molecule consisting of two lithium atoms. Ironically, lithium ions have been found to help regulate mood swings but I couldn't find much especially about dilithium itself. If I see this guy again, hopefully I will be able to get better and more interesting answers out of him! Or are they out of me?
[Addendum: Of note are similarities between this incident and the one described in the first Dream Lover post. Could this be the same couple and/or the same guy? Maybe. And now that I reread that, I remember that although I do not remember examining his face much, Dream Lover #2 had a European sounding accent. Wow, now how did I manage to forget that!]
Then I realized there was a hand on my stomach. I knew it was a man's hand, and I liked it, but I could barely feel it. By now, I had forgotten all about any previous exchanges with the woman. I only thought about what was happening right at that second, which seemed sudden and spontaneous to me. And pleasing. But I was not sure how to make the feeling stronger. I wondered if it was my imagination at times. Or a dream. Then I had the sudden idea to just stop questioning if it was real or hoping it was real and just IMAGINE it was real. So I imagined the hand was really there.
Immediately, the man materialized next to me, accompanied by a sort of slurping sound as the image came together, starting with the hand and quickly spreading to the rest of him. I was shocked. It had never happened this way before. No one had ever actually materialized like that before and it was so easy and sudden! I was excited and the man looked excited. He was muscular and good looking and seemed very pleased with himself and me.
He immediately introduced himself by saying cordially, "My name is Derek Miller." My mind was spinning a mile a minute now with questions and excitement. But in the back of my head, I remembered that name. That was the name of a boy I once knew in early childhood. And somehow I knew this guy in front of me was not that guy from my childhood. I figured the one here now must have pulled the name from my memory in order to have some name to give me.
Excitedly, I asked the man in front of, "How do I do that again?" meaning the materialization.
He answered, "All you have to do is miss me less." This confused me as I was not aware of missing anyone, certainly not a man I did not think I knew in the first place. I thought about what happened and how I decided to use my imagination. I did't think I had ever tried that method before and rationalized that maybe when he said "don't miss me," he meant something like assume he was there instead of missing him. Anyway, I felt like I knew enough to do it again, even if I didn't entirely understand his statement.
I leaned forward now so I was on top of him and his legs were around me. I am not sure exactly what we are doing. It was not exactly sex but we seemed to be naked and the feeling was that warm fuzzy nice feeling like sex can give you. Questions flooded my mind and I said, "Oh my god so who are you and why did you come here?"
He answered, "Someone, a lady, told me you had nothing to do."
I asked, "So how did you get here?"
He answered, "It was the dilithium dilithium."
Incrediously, I blurted out "You mean like on STAR TREK?!!!" Now I was getting really suspicious that he was pulling stupid stuff out of my head. Dilithium is a fictitious power source on the Star Trek TV show series. He could't possibly expect me to believe THAT!
But he continued on despite my objections saying, "Something about the dilithium dilithium-When we encountered the dark star crystal, it ran out of something underneath." I could see him concentrating as he was trying to find the words to explain this and he did not appear to take note of my skepticism. His answer came out slowly and I had time to ask one more question as he was still speaking.
I asked him again, "So who are you?" And then I snapped suddenly awake in my waking world bed, laughing and confused. I was excited to finally have a conversation with some kind of apparent entity. But yet his answers seemed far from satisfying and enlightening. But apparently, I learned something. Apparently, in order to speak to these kinds of creatures, they seem to need some help from my end. They seem to need me to believe they are already there in order for me to see them, or at least that is how I interpret it.
I had never tried this before, but had many times wondered why others have reported speaking to guides and I have never been able to do so. Maybe this is why. Because they need a bit of help from my end and I have never before given that help in the form of believing. The entity I spoke with did not seem to be just a mere thoughtform, an empty boring shell of a creature that does not speak and never surprises. This one did surprise and often confuse me. Yet, the answers could easily have all come from my imagination.
I got out of bed and immediately wrote everything down so I would not forget later. And the next day, I did a google on dilithium and found there really is a thing called dilithium and that it is a molecule consisting of two lithium atoms. Ironically, lithium ions have been found to help regulate mood swings but I couldn't find much especially about dilithium itself. If I see this guy again, hopefully I will be able to get better and more interesting answers out of him! Or are they out of me?
[Addendum: Of note are similarities between this incident and the one described in the first Dream Lover post. Could this be the same couple and/or the same guy? Maybe. And now that I reread that, I remember that although I do not remember examining his face much, Dream Lover #2 had a European sounding accent. Wow, now how did I manage to forget that!]
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